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November 20th, 2008
12:10 am - CONVERSATIONS FROM BETTER DAYS: if my hard drive hadn't crashed, i still would have basically everything zack ever said to me. but all i've got is this:
8/25/08, 2:34 AM Reconnecting to zackophile… 8/25/08, 2:34 AM mhhm so i went to this bridge tonight called "the bridge of names" it's this long, narrow bridge that sits over a lake in teh woods and it's literally covered in names, and this boy told me "can you please be in a movie?" and then alli and i wrote our names in the bridge thats pretty exciting! yeah but i don't know i got really sad after 2:35 AM clearly thats not very exciting no not really i also played uno in dunkin donuts for waaaay too long oh weird and then it got heated and this girl threw cards at me that sounds terrible it was funny the only terrible thing were all those colors icccck tell me about your day i woke up then. made lunch which was good 2 burgerszz 2:40 AM with roasted red peppers mm then sat around and scratched mainly my left leg why? bites? no particular reason i mean nah i didnt really scratch all that much then i went on a bike ride then ate some pizza and drank some beer and kinda dozed off and now im here haha what kind of pizza? peperoni tooo badd i was prepared for something delicious, but you pick your own poison i guess oh yeah well i didnt really want it but either it was that or not eating pizza i seee which does change everything what is your favorite kind of pizza? hmm im not really picky at all 2:45 AM well, that doesn't mean you can't prefer one kind to another, butt okay that was me not giving a good answer because its 245am sorry sorry no its kinda funny how i cant function mentally this late oh then i won't ask anymore questionz ooh well im probably going to sleep now anyways i have to ride bikes and dream of bikes you know what that is beautiful zack franklin wizzut thanks i think you dream about your bikes hah i hope they are shiny and well functioning usually ciao bella
nighty night
8/25/08, 10:44 PM exciting! 10:45 PM what what?! ehhh nothing really yer computers fixed yeah! that is kind of exciting i thought of you today! neat! there was a budweiser can in alli's bushes and i was like, haaa zack but i have no idea why hah hmm maybe that means your an alcoholic because i see alcohol and i think of you 10:50 PM
i hope sp so*
AIM IM with zackophile. 8/30/08, 8:48 PM my tv fell on my foot today oh god so exciting eyah how are your toes they are fine just my arch is a little sore i'm sorry, that is definitely horrible more funny than anything 8:50 PM at least you got a laugh out of it oh. yessum. cool. yeah. uh huh.
That's where they stop. I sent him one the day he moved into school saying how i hoped his move in went well, and then nothing.
Now nicks turn.
hey, its nick hi 8:15 PM whats up nothing at all. still doing the same thing i was doing before. how was dinner? it was good! pulled pork! ooo yumm mhmmmm so you wanna videochat? mmhmm if you want mk one sec, lemme get a blanket or something, i took a quick shower after dinner and havent gotten dressed yet HAHA that's fantastic 8:20 PM mk!\ haha why is that fantastic?? i donno oh wow, yours is really clear! my friends is pretty blurry is it? yup yup that's good news, it should be clear is't only about a year old ya i have a powerbook, so i just use my videocamera connected with a firewire cable ohhh okay one sec, i'm gonna grab a beer okay i totally just saw your chest! haha haha whatev, ill be nude on thurs! haha! im comfortable with my body i hope that we can go 8:25 PM that's good! insecurities are prohibiting ya, i dont really see what the big deal is really, but i can understand people that do i guess idk its weird i mean, i see both sides of it, but everyone has a body ya my brother always makes fun of me because i keep my little chest hair fluff its pretty funny haha its so dark in your room better thats better! i live in the attic kind og of* ahh basement, attic its cool my room is over the garage, it's fun yeah basement is better my rents were going to build a garage with a room over it for me, but there's not enough room in our side yard i see show me your room! okay, but it's really really messy pretty sweet yep i like it enough 8:30 PM thats what matters definitely stupid blanket. yeah, you seem like you are having a little trouble with it it keeps sliding! my itunes is going really freaking slow. that's horrible i know! what are you listening to? or trying to listen to? id yet k cool feist i donthave my external plugged in so i dont have all my music ahh i see what is your favorite song by feist? idk, depends on my mood alright haha god answer huh good yeah 8:35 PM very concrete haha im fidgety. idk why i dont think i should have gotten a large coffee probably not that probably didn't help you in class, considering you wanted to count down the minutes previous to getting it haha ya, kept me awake though true oh! yes? hah one sec okay http://www.flightjacket.com/store/barnstormer.aspx you know, the more i look at it, idk if its worth 500 hmm that is a really awesome jacket though ya i know i wanna go try it on first though asymmetrical opening naturally def i would want to too for half a grand 8:40 PM http://www.flightjacket.com/store/detail.aspx?ID=698 thats nice too yeah, that one is a classic i feel like that style would never get old ya sigh. im such a sucker for fall jackets like a girl with shoes haha jackets are my second favorite type of clothing next too? cardigans haha haha nice oooo ella i love shuffle yeah, shuffles good if your feeling spontaneous. i'm listening to iron and wine 8:45 PM nice yeah oooOOooo http://www.bonnies-treasures.com/product/FDJ82104/Vintage_1970s_Mens_Leather_Jacket__Sz_42.html idk what my size is oh that one is nice too do you have a tape measure? brb im gonna go measure you can easily measure yourself haha step ahead haha thats freakig huge my arm is at best a 22 8:50 PM thats 10" longer haha, jesus that sucks yeah you'll find the one eventually that must have looked ridiculous if anyone saw me though haha ass naked with a measuring tape aroudn me haha yeah i can only imagine, like if you didn't live in the basement and say someone was walking their dog haha i used to roam around my apartment naked all the time, im sure my neighbors loved me. haha probably im bored and restless? haha ya maybe you should do something like play guitar, or something? 8:55 PM i'll start reading later, thats all i really have to do tonight reading what? v for vendetta ah, well that should be enjoyable http://www.bikersden.com/shop/shopexd.asp?id=1605 oh! i like that alot i think i just might get 2 instead of that one haha haha i like that one too! and you can even get matching chaps! hell ya. what are you lookin at? http://cgi.ebay.com/ELLIOTT-SMITH-POSTER-Either-Or-Kill-Rock-Stars-CD_W0QQitemZ180291050237QQcmdZViewItem?hash=item180291050237&_trkparms=72%3A570%7C39%3A1%7C66%3A2%7C65%3A12%7C240%3A1318&_trksid=p3286.c0.m14 i'm so typical haha cute slightly 9:00 PM um! http://cgi.ebay.com/ELLIOTT-SMITH-XO-POSTER_W0QQitemZ110291752233QQcmdZViewItem?hash=item110291752233&_trkparms=72%3A570%7C39%3A1%7C66%3A2%7C65%3A12%7C240%3A1318&_trksid=p3286.c0.m14 hah haha we have no lives haha to true, but i'm content ya, same here i bet the majority of centrals student body popualtion is drunk right now population* haha yup. you have anything? al little jager and a little vodka, but not enough to do much of anything aw i don't mind to be honest im gonna grab another brew okay truth or dare? 9:05 PM hm, truth... do you think you would have talked to me? probably not, but it had nothing to do with you. after you shared your book with me during our little pantomime thing i wanted to but i was nervous about it, so i decided i just would let it go haha aww haha shut up is that a blush? maybe i'm not very good at coming up with truth or dare things, but i'll try haha ok truth or dare? truth 9:10 PM did you really decide to talk to me because of my coat? haha umm... i remembered you from american history, and wanted to sit next to you then and talk to you but was too shy awwe, your such a creep kidding! haha that's really sweet ass. ya well truth or dare truth hmm odds of going in on thursday? out of 10 8-9 oh wow yeah i like swimming, though i'm not too sure how the atlantic is going to feel late at night in the fall ya, i hear ya truth or dare? dare 9:15 PM i need to pause my music and think of this one haha okay i dare you to shave a lighting blot in your side burn. this takes forever to grow in!! you don't have to do it i'll just call you a chicken sometimes haha ass pick something else!! 9:20 PM i'm so bad at this that was a decent one too you have the best thinking face haha next time i see you, you have to go up to a bro, or someone close to it, and start a conversation with them about "bitches & hoes". that's the best thing i can coem up with oh god. do i have a story for you alright tell me haha next time we hang out, it will top that ok, truth or dare hmmm dare hmm 9:25 PM haha you're already embarrassed! yes i never pick dare i'm a truth girl all the way haha i decided to go out on a limb do you have a window in your room? yes i dare you too go put your bare ass against it for 10 seconds. moon the world okay, that's easy enough be right back wait wait you gotta move the camera! i was just about to ask, do you have to witness this im not outside, so how would i know?! yeah, i mean move the camera haha yup yup i hate you right now you know hahaha haha can you not reach? i can barely reach hahah even better 9:30 PM pick something else? hmm or you could just do truuuuthh haha thats no fun! change into a sheet wrapped around you like a toga! that a bit better/ ? okay, i'll have to go grab one much what happened to the light? 9:35 PM haha nice i have no idea how to wrap it to look like a toga tye dye? yes sir stand up, lets see it it's falling off nice but it's cool k, truth. you pick truth? yup okay i'm going to change out of this sheet and think of one if you could tell me anything what would it be? 9:40 PM haha i guess it would have been the thing about american lit cop out! can i ask you another one instead then? haha sure if you had to describe yourself as one, only ONE, man made object, what would you be? hmm spork. that is such a good answer haha your turn truth whats the reason you cant stop smiling? 9:45 PM haha stop making me blush
okay go go? truth or dare?! ummm dare haha do da do dooo hmmm, okay, i dare you... 9:50 PM uhh wear a fake grill for the rest of this converstation made from what? tinfoil? thats upstairs! i would have to walk through my house naked! i dont mind my room or basement! You left the chat. Reconnecting to getros01… sorry i got kicked off okay haha i almost started it to my bare ass so that would have been funny it doesnt seem as clear now i donno weird yeah sorry haha its ok 9:55 PM still waiting! yeah truth if you want then okay, well then, if you could only read one book for the rest of time what would it be and why? hm a giant anthology cop out, i know haha um, i would actually just have a dictionary, so i would be able to write my own stories 10:00 PM ooo that is a good one thank you! and you would be well spoken yup yup your turn truth too scared to say dare? haha yeah umm if you could be one animal what and why well i have a top 3. either a sea otter, a dolphin or a beluga whale. otter because the are adorable and they eat on their bellies haha which is pretty hilarious dolphin because i've wanted to be a dolphin since i was 9, plus they are brilliant animals. and i'm not sure why a beluga whale, i just love that song what song um... shit "baby beluga" by rafi never heard it 10:05 PM come on baby beluga in the deep blue sea, swim so wild and you swim so free um... heaven above, sea below and the little white whale on the go jesus haha nope. i hope you feel as though you missed out big time as a child because you did hahah what animal would you be and why? even though i'm supposed to ask you truth or dare haha bald eagle, obviously the flying reason, but i would be well protected which is smart yup yup and they are really bad ass i didn't plan that out with mine, i'd most likely become tuna yes they are haha there are some in turners falls mass in bartons cove really? thats cool and the town has a camera they've put in the nest so you can watch them on the public news channel it's coolish thats pretty neat 10:10 PM mom? yup yup says my room stinks and you are naked thats fine, i'm always in a blanket in my room so ya thats my ma haha blankets belong in bedrooms i actually didn't really see her i just saw her arm im in my bedrom? ah im emo haha its cool right? yeah actually a good look for you haha it takes forever to grow i believe it how long have you been growing it out? almost a year i think wow ya, it takes forever 10:15 PM what made you decide to grow it out? heres january i want it like this again.... like what? lookin for it, i have 5757 pictures haha okay Direct Instant Message session started
it's just about there, yeah? eh kinda but i want it longer than that well you kinda have layers now really ya just about to my shoulders i think mmm i bet that would look good
10:20 PM this pretty much describes my highschool career...
that's fantastic haha yup i love that picture
i really really like that one
that was pretty much everyday wear is that your boy ? ever seen 'the secret window' ? ya thats maurice whom i play soccer with thats cool, and possibly? who is it in? johnny deep? yup depp* yes i have ok 10:25 PM
you look just liek him too like in that picture
bratlleboro.. that's really cool photoshop? haha yup yup
haha making fun of the 'ghetto' kids that is perfect homecoming um! awe dan kane from channel 3 news next to my car and a broken chair? what happned? i had to download the picture 10:30 PM ah real men drive wagons! haha hell ya
that fact that you even thought of doing that is hilarious haha 10:35 PM i wish that i had pictures from teh olden days
i have too many haha um! i forgot to mute my video thing didn't i? sorry! i couldnt hear it anyways, i had my music playing okay as long as it didn't bother you nope are you cold? nope just keeping it from falling i see no more t or d? sure if you'd like but like i said, i'm not good at it haha its fine, is it mine turn or yours um, you can decide because i forget k t or d truth haha no fun! sorry 10:40 PM you look so cute when your embarrassed! not that you dont anyways, but ya. ummm awe, thanks were you nervous about having coffee? yes aww okay truth or dare either, haha whatever you think of first okay, i like those rules haha describe the time when you were most in trouble. with who? anyone the time you were in the most trouble you had ever been in haha i got caught driving backwards and had my license revoked for a month. go me 10:45 PM at least you did something cool that wasn't entirely stupid. like drinking and driving or something haha oh it was entirely stupid oh ya ok, your turn ahhh let me think hmm truth haha sigh. are you going to pick dare again? maybe? i'm scared of dare haha what of exactly? i'm not sure, possibly the uncertainty haha thats what makes it fun i know, but i just get all anxious, etc haha 10:50 PM k, my turn k if you were stuck in a room for a month with any person, dead or alive, who would you have it be and why? hmm singer of feist. she's be good to get stuck in a room with, she'd serenade you yup yup! your turn haha your thinking about it truth hahaha hmmm 10:55 PM what do you think is your best physical attribute eye color or freckles maybe? i don't know. haha good, i was going to mention your eyes look girgeous today but i didnt want to creep you out haha you wouldn't creep me out even though i would call you a creep i wouldn't mean it for real haha 11:00 PM i understand though, it's like how i don't tell you you've got a great smile because i don't want to be sketchy and creepy haha it's your turn! smooth pick whatev! hm. are you superstitious? nope good choice haha your turnnnnn i think it's only fair if we work this out the same way for me as we are with you so just fire away i guess haha but your afraid of my dares! yes well be easy on me? haha, k welllll since i like your jacket walk out of your room and change into ONLY your jacket and boy shorts then come back in!
11:05 PM oh god haha okay creep haha haha hotttttt haha moderately you just need some big sunglasses to complete the look haha there ya go much more than moderately btw. haha and you know it! look at you glowing 11:10 PM no but now i'll probably feel less insecure around you which is good id say so, you walked in like a champ i was waiting for the model, unzip and pull the ends of your jacket down and just a bit open to tease and turn and as youre walking away taking it off and throwing it towards the camera and then it would just fade to black haha haha so your turn to ask? yeah. you get to do the same thing maybe haha i dont have boy shorts hun. thad be weird if i did haha what do you mean, your a boy, you've got to have shorts haha boxer briefs 11:15 PM eh eh??? your naked, too much work well thats just on the other side of the basement but up too you no i'll just you another boring question because i'm super fun! haha haha aw, alright unless you really had your hopes up then by all means haha you have to say and want it, so if you muster up the courage okay do it boxerbriefs and jacket or just briefs? and jacket it's only fair but i want to see the model move, because i have no idea what you mean haha ok, but if i do it you have to as well the model move? yup no haha it can be omitted 11:20 PM i tried to find a picture of it like hands in your pockets with it unzipped, pulling it open, but not too far open, ya know? its so dark in your room again?! what happened? i just see a face there we go kind of, but they always have clothes on under it? and i don't know my room is creepy haha, ya most of the time, but this would have been much better haha k brb thou 11:25 PM k ready? mmmhmm haha very nice your turn or is it still go for whatever? let's go with a truth. i need to take these dares slowly haha ok umm ever dressed up in just your jacket and undies before? no im so bad at truths! haha haha ! ask away okay 11:30 PM where you nervous to have coffee with me? kinda ya, i tend to talk to much when i get nervous so as you can tell haha i definitely didn't mind good t o d truth sorrryyy haha its ok have you ever played guitar naked? no, but i don't really play guitar. have youu?! haha all the time 11:35 PM i lay on my bed after a shower and play, with a towel on, but still that's awesome what is your favorite song to play? or like, favorite few? tell you the truth, i've forgotten how to play most of the songs i used to know how to play, i've only been playing 74 stuff for the past 6 or so months understandable i used to play white daisy passing all the time though um and willie nelson's i gotta get drunk that was so much fun to play rocky votolato? i don't know if there is another version. ya that one and willie nelson is always fun to play now i'm going to listen to that song which one im gonna get my guitar hah white daisy passing 11:40 PM is it my turn to ask or yourse sure haha that was an or question! haha oops i think i have to ask you mk 11:45 PM say money is not an issue, say degrees are not an issue, and you can have any career you want to in the whole world. what would you become? and also what are you playing have my own t.v. show white daisy passing what kind of tv show kind of like chapelle's show, with clips and music, but more of a talk show sounds fun! i will be right back 11:50 PM i changed aww i had to go downstairs so i had to be presentable you can change back too haha change back to naked? haha yeah i need to get rid of the jacket atleast you look good playing a guitar why thank you some people look weird oh hello shoulder haha t o d truth did you daydream in class about me too? i think you are just saying that nope 11:55 PM well then possibly :0 haha your turn and no repeat questions like 'what did you think about' !! called it hahah! favorite quote of all time? or words you live by, whichever. dont jump on the bandwagon, slash its tires that's a great one i cant figure out this one freaking part ugh
haha 12:00 AM t o d um truth if we could hang out right now what would you wanna do lay on a blanket in the grass, listen to music, and watch the gamma piscids meteor shower that peaks tonight. drinks may or may not be included. 12:05 AM oh! that sounds nice maybe maybe? haha probably k ask k what is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you? im not sure, i dont get embarrassed very easily i believe that haha how come you havent dared me to play for you? I dare you to play for me haha haha you gotta wait till next turn now! okay 12:10 AM haha t o d you ask like i'm going to be brave and pick dare haha truth haha why didnt you ask me too? i don't know, i was kind of enjoying watching you silently play. haha oh! are you ready what song, white daisy passing, or sitting on the dock of a bay i'll mess up both so it doesnt really matter haha then you can pick you pick! white daisy passing then k 12:15 AM that was really good!
your turn truth how much longer do you want to stay up? not too much, i'm pretty tried. what about you? 12:20 AM up to you! i don't really want to go, but i feel like i might fall asleep. so... i might call it a night? alrighty sleep well thanks, you to whenever you decide to head that way. goodnight night! Direct Instant Message session ended
5/08, 12:51 AM did you have fun? it was alright i was so nervous haha oh hi nervous for singing? ya i see but i bet you did well! haha i did, i was just shakey you look nice ha shut up haha you do! initiate blush sequence... 3... 2.. 1... 12:55 AM jerk haha haha i hate wet hair leave it down! bleh it's everywhere thoughhh are we going to get all dolled up for the theater? we should talk in british accents the entire tim e yes nice i almost went to the mall to buy that jacket today btw. ah! ya i want it i love that jacket i told my mom to get it for xmas but she said she was planning on splitting an ipod with my gramma which is more expensive so i think i'll buy the jacket ipods are useful what about the leather jacket?! that will be next i have 2 already true that was a good litle "hmm" face and ill have about 40 left over for that one haha ass haha my friend and i decided that this is the best "math in your head" face i meant to tell you that you do the best impressions out of basically anyone i've ever met haha you should see my friend in me together we have a whole different languafe -f +g 1:00 AM what do you mean its conceived of movie quotes and past times with a smiggin of relevance to what we're actually talking about thrown in there thats hilarious, i know someone who does that, but he does it with himself haha i used to do that in chicago because i had no friends so i made my own language. and talked to myself walking down the street people probably thought i was insane it was so much fun everyone is a little insane in their own way. ya igues s show me your drawings! in the care car* sigh t o d pick d okay ? draw me something alright like what? this, but in comic book form.... Direct Instant Message session started
i need an artist i'm not so sure how to do comic book stuff, but i guess i can give it a whirl. maybe my friends ex boyfriend in bratt can help me, ha aka basically do it for me thats what ive done not so great 1:05 AM
is there supposed to be a picture? because i don't see one 1:00 AM
1:05 AM you get it? yep i show it to my friend, who actually is an artist, and he gave me a few concept pieces... okay okay, so cartoon-esque as opposed to real life. lines vs. shading.
and this one woah he also painted this for me.... which will be hanging over my fireplace when i get a house woah! that is awesome facebook picture 1:10 AM
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AIM IM with getros01. 9/26/08, 6:36 PM hey tgere h 6:55 PM you dared me haha i need to get clothed! you nudie? towel, so half kind of you wont throw it you wont! no haha what if i dared you? haha you've already seen me naked! mhmm and cuddled you
i'm going to find some clothes to put on
7:00 PM i'll be right back! scouts honor and yes, i was a girl scout once throw the towel first no! i'm embarrassed why you said yourself i've already seen you! i know, but it's different i can't describe it, it just feels right in real life haha afraid you'll blush too much? yes! haha awww okay, give me like 5 or so 7:05 PM omg oh hi i hate that i just said that said wha? but my parents are talking to my brother downstairs and they are giving him teh sex talk haha the 'birds and the bees' i guess he got in trouble today at school for saying something sexual about a girl in his class and he's in 5th grade haha! yes haha good stuff okay...clothes not needed ok, guess so haha 7:10 PM you look nice haha sorry mom haha gotcha did she see you were videochatting? yeah she's like "who is that? oh geez haha i know ya i minimized mine when my mom came in haha i don't really care my mom is pretty alright these days thats good you"re good! cute. i'm trying to fix my hat but it's proving difficult what hate -e haha classy yeahh lumber jack classy now THERE'S an oxymoron 7:15 PM haha your hair looks nice not at all. thanks for the sarcasm. haha i'm sorry i had to its doing the puff. i cant stand it you provided me with it im trying to comb it straight again with no avail. have you ever tried straightening it? ya, it was in the pictures i sent you, but i dont have an iron i have an extra? i think i got a new one this christmas you cant be this sweet to me so soon its not fair haha i'm not being swet sweet* ya? am i? just comes naturally? i guess? buying me both kinds of chips? totally sweet that was completely legitimate. i didn't want you to be upset with my choice haha i said surprise me! you did though which was a very good thing cause no matter what you came back with i would've given you a hard time
but you beat me too it well well very clever 7:20 PM looks like the good guy wins this time around oh, i was gonna ask you moe's as in moe's southwest grill? yes! burrito's the size of your arm? yeah yeah! but there are better ones in northhampton have you ever been to ted's steamed cheeseburgers? just to far to drive tonight no k. you can have a double cheese burger, no meat, just steamed cheese grilled cheese? steamed cheese? no, steamed yes trust me. where is that? oh! this is the beer yum! i like the label such a good fall beer i want some i have 10 more hopefully i'll be able to see you before they're gone? yeah, i'm sure you will really? ugh. hahah what?! sorry i had too fuck me i didn't even get that jesus im a lion? question mark? mufasa! 7:25 PM there ya go i want moes now. curse you. haha well you are relatively close to the west hartford one, yeah? .... there's one in west hartford.... ??!?!?!?!??! ?!?!?! !?!?!? !?!?!? !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! !?!? !?!??! !??!?! yeah, blue black square !?!??!! ?!??! !? hang on calm down im not done. ?!?! ?! !?!?! !?!? !???! ! ?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!?! that face one sec lemme ask my dad if he wants to go i doubt it but its worht a shot when's the debate, do you know? 8 or 9 debate? yes? the most important of our time so thus far? i was unaware of it first obama mccain oh god they will determine the elections and inevitably my move to canada. haha aw canada, eh? haha yes. eh. shoot me eh move to europe thats worse than wicked. yeah shibby? what?! 7:30 PM shibby, seriously?! really?! no come close don't even explain haha brb okay wicked kicks basically they should be for the price ? 7:35 PM 120 they are limited editions you could by a nice jacket for that much. yeha but sneakers will last me forever i guess. i still have shoes from when i was in 7th grade like multiple pairs you should've seen my get up today i looked awesome haha oh yeah ya. tell me about it ill just got get it okay i need you under my arm with a yellow dress and bright red lipstick though to complete it
i can do that 7:40 PM you even got into it! very nice! ya im tellin ya though you in a bright yellow dress with red lipstick =heaven. i'll look for a nice one this week because we would turn heads at central i just got paid! haha haha, yeah the lipstick thing though, i usually only do that at parties oh! you also have my copy of your bands cd oh ya... no i dont. i love your looks i just want a burrito, that's all me freaking too. my dad said no. of course. want me to bring you one haha i'm not sure if we will go to manchester or west hartford because kia might want to go to the cheesecake factory seriously if you keep being this sweet i'm going to have to buy a ring. ha, but that's not even that sweet it's just nice i'm sorry i'll stop haha i'll be mean no no no 7:45 PM oh geez i dont think you can be mean not to these eyes i can too see haha i don't like being mean i used to be well i like ya just the way you are and cue sappy love song and we dance and as we dance you step on my foot and i end up falling and tearing your dress off, and you go to run and kick me in the groin sitcom. haha i'm a good dancer though sorry not me. IM sorry boys usually aren't very good, so it's okay boy? please men, sorry haha i bet you think im such a stuck up asshole huh? no good 7:50 PM people take me way to seriously sometimes im glad you get it i don't take much seriously life isn't nearly as fun if you too much worrying werent in it aw you beat me too the message if you do* sorry ha haha do you get it? no i just caught it awee haha
what? nothing! its so cute that you smile when i look at you and try so hard not too i'm a dork, it's fine just pretend i don't do it and we will get along better less blushing you've met the king of them oh no i'll exploit every blush i can why?! because i've determined i was put on this earth to make people smile because you don't get embarrassed, which therefore leads to you not blushing so you want to live somewhat vicariously through my blushes? well you make me smile haha and you have such a great smile the only reason why i've stuck around. 7:55 PM haha ass haha i saw you mouth that wicked ass i said ti outloud haha i want to kiss you now i'm thinking about kissing you and how i can't! well you get burritos which is just like kissing me. idk no haha im gonna go watch the debate with the rents though have fun at your fiesta i prefer you to burritos one sec okay, you as well MOM! 8:00 PM http://www.koestritzer.de/index.php?id=1&intro=1 yup mom sitting and talking video n a min she's grilling me! brb haha whhhy?! okay 8:05 PM haha about you what?! ohhh cause i slept there 'so who's this girl that was here this morning?' was she mad? 'do i know her?' haha no just doing the typical parent thing yeah still grilling you? 8:10 PM now about school. ugh
whatev im gonna go watch the debate and change subject i'll ttyl tho dear! okay! have fun at your party tonight bye i'll text you later
9/27/08, 2:44 AM what a happy away message... haha! haha 2:45 AM parts of a conversation that took place tonight haha the 12 year old part was me haha niceeeee why aren't you here right now?! because it was too late to come ugh, i wish i could be poetic right now your eyes i cant even begin to describe they are still the blue of the caribbean haha they are also very tired im sorry, go to bed! n no* i dont mean to keep you up! i want talk to you 2:50 AM this is weird... you look confused... with good reason. let me explain. sounds dumb but i dont think i've ever had someone interested in me (with me the same) that is as poetic yeah? sorry i'm lame no no sorry its almost TOO amazing. as if that 'pinch' will never come i feel the same are you sure that pinch won't come? i'm not sure. there has to be some sort of a catch with you. what do you mean? i guess i don't quite know. 2:55 AM nevermind i can't explain try? brb k 3:00 AM okay, well just sort of a negative continuation off what you were saying about it being TOO amazing, that you were waiting for the pinch that would never come. but what i'm asking you how can you be sure that the so called pinch won't come? it's bizarre to me how entirely amazing you are and in my experience, with that comes an eventual catch or something, like "too good to be true." you are adorable when you are engaged in something haha http://www.bebe.com/gp/product/B001B0JRE8/sr=1-38/qid=1222498521/ref=sr_1_38/105-5109750-1090038?ie=UTF8&fontColor=&node=259134011&m=A2FMOXN01TSNYY&totalItemIn1Page=&startIndex=0&displayPageNum=1&bbBrand=core&field-clothing-size=&keywords=&firstPageItemNum=53&title=&restPageHasColor=0&myViewID=embedded-leaf&displaySalePrice=0&displayItemNum=101&standardPageSize=16&size=101&rh=n%3A259134011&page=1&bgColor= i dont know what too say to that though... not classy enough? i like you and clearly i do you. i don't know totally the dress i had in mind btw... forget it, i over think things at certain times. sorry NO EXTRA SMALLS! no...no sorry. i do the exact same thing i ALWAYS overthink situations which is so ironic when people see me as the 'cocky arrogant full of himself asshole' because i'm the complete opposit e p.s. stop being so much like me and i don't think you are like that 3:05 AM i know, if you did, you wouldnt have laid with me naked looking at the ocean last night... you are such a creep. and by the way, when of the most intensely beautiful things i've ever done, despite me wimping out with swimming (sorry). sorry it's taking me so long to type can't think i assume when = one yeah best part of the night was waking up to you in the morning still in my arms... easily i still cant believe this. because stilll you were my first crush at ccsu over a year ago and i couldn't find you yeah so, why didn't you talk to me? because im shy AND oh man 3:10 AM im a dork and youre probably going to call me a creep again. but, you had a class at around 2ish in diloretto hall last semester on the bottom floor and sat in one of the front rows because i used to walk by to my class hoping to see you so essentially you stalked me from afar? haha now im blushing You left the chat. Reconnecting to getros01… sorry i steal my neighbors wifi and it doesn't always work anyways, i'm completely and utterly flattered haha and i'm glad you finally fucking talked to me had any idea?]\ hahahaaha no not even in the slightest did you ever even notice me? 3:15 AM i 'm not sure, last year i tried not to notice anyone, it wouldn't have been a you thing, it was a me thing. after you said that you were in my history class i had recollections of seeing you, but like i said, just pretended everything was sort of invisible . ah mainly because i didn't want to be at central, so i went out of my way not to make friends and such. weird, i know no i know probably why i didnt talk to you then but it's funny because the first day of shakespeare i saw you and i was like... ...!!! i dont buy that. i'm serious hold on i'm going to find my blog entry about it what does !!!! mean oh ok !!! is good extremely good as is anything that makes me feel green haha but what exactly but let's not get into that what exactly what? like how good? ya 3:20 AM various varies** depending on the situation and thing i am excited about i guess? i don't know, maybe it's just an online enfield thing find the blog? looking "shakespeare is fun. i have a crush? or an attraction to a boy in my class already, and i don't even know his name, but he was in my group today and he let me share his book. cuuuttteee." sept. 4 i wrote that hahahahaha now i'm embarrassed ! i want you in my arms right freaking not w
boo, you know i want to be there i think the best part is how i say "cuuuttteee" yup. 3:25 AM you're a creep oh ya? because of my away message? 3:30 AM you are clever haha witty even you make me smile till my cheeks hurt are you sleepy? you just yawned ya... okay i dont want to stop looking at you though i was thinking ealier how terrible it's going to be sleeping without you tonight earlier* we're awesome. yep text me first thing when you wake okay but what if you're sleeping?! i don't want to wake you! 3:35 AM then i'll awake to you and you can blush through texts sounds like a pretty good plan haha good ill text you in like 30 sec. im going into be d okay goodnight night? ill talk to you in less than a min see..
9/27/08, 11:30 AM hey 11:45 AM hi hiu!! i spelt in! sorry! slept* oh! its ok work? yeah until 4
i know but i gte to work with someone else today i think so i'm kind of excited haha i think im in at 5 night shift? thats kinda sucky yup 5-midnght ew ya what are you up too tonight? nothing. what are you up to? not sure before or after work probably just watching a movie before i was gonna as you to come to your movie? ya and cuddle boo i want to to bad i have to work! ya... 11:50 AM when do you have to leave? like now oh and i still need to put jeans on oh? prove it. i have sweatpants on right now oh no fun. sorry to disappoint well theres still the exchange process yeah i really have to go
let's tak later? talk* you can text at work right? yeah can your phone not get pictures? or does it cost you extra? i just dont have picture texting, so when i open one it costs like 3 dollars aw okay! byyee byee!
oh hello hi there 4:05 AM your friends are making fun of me i think haha ? no way who "looks classy in that secnd picture" ? haha i just realized what it was haha i had pictures up, i took them down a while ago well like a day after i posted that was ryan, he's kidding, he is like the purest kid i know haha you had pictures up? of me? yeah, just so alli and kiana could see you face to a name haha what ones? i dont know, one of you on the boat (that was the classy reference) and one of your profile pictures you look sleepy i am go to bed then! no! i don't want to cause you to be tired i dont have band practice tomorrow so its football all day i dont have a boat picture in my profile pictures! 4:10 AM does football last all day? kinda i know i put one of the boat ones up and one of your profile pictures your camera keeps pixeling out! 4:15 AM what are you doing? You left the chat by logging out or being disconnected. 4:20 AM Reconnecting to getros01… [Offline IM sent 7m ago] brb [Offline IM sent 3m ago] mk [Offline IM sent 3m ago] you there? [Offline IM sent 3m ago] ?? [Offline IM sent 1m ago] why aren't you responding?! getros01 is now online. sorry! my internet stopped oh
now i can actually see you too! haha what where you writing? ya! i sent like 6 messages haha nothign? oh boy sorry, no haha ok well thats good then because i said... 'you still owe me a leopard print show' and then nothing and i thought you were mad at me haha so i got nervouse -e um um? that leopard print show will have to take a rain date
i'm sorry they gone? off yeah so nothing now? sweats just sweats? yeah oh is there something wrong with tha? haha prove it.
no way why not???????? question mark 4:25 AM cause i'm embarrassed, i already caved in and let you read my journal sir haha why be embarrassed? and not em BARE ASSED hey-o SHIBBY fuck shibby haha its a dare. we aren't playing we are now. you can't just decide damn. well its making you laugh so much... soooooooooo i mean its a must now. no look at you your such a dork i love it i am it's true i can prove it hold on this is a planisphere ...? 4:30 AM proving your a dork! oh! it shows you all the constellations in the sky on the exact date and time you are looking haha yeah i thought you were gathering the courage and showing your 'moon' you though something else huh haha nope but your cuttttttte butttttt haha1 your not an ass man anyways dont have to be with your cute hiney if thats how you spell it? i think so im a loser its cool no your not promise yes i am? only is you want to be if* haha ps i cant stop reading your blog... whhhyy which entry there are bad things in there because its so cute. bad things? bad entries you won't like me 4:35 AM ut i will say that he does the best impressions out of anyone i've ever met and that he's adorable. so, so, so adorable haha
welllll it's ture! true*! nope yes it is nope nope are you stubborn? very. clearly i wouldn't write that and hide it if it wasn't true so accept it you are funny and adorable fin of course i'm stubborn, i'm not going to let go that you owe me leopard undie showing yes you are nope! yep! you aren't here you can't force me! only because i cant kiss your neck. but! i can say i wont ever again! you wouldn't do that! evil i know. oh ya? don't be a creep! how am i? youre laughing 4:40 AM when i say creep it means the same thing as jerk, it just sounds nicers nicer* hmm well then. i'm kidding of course but no no what? no leopard print panties tonight then without... thats 2! ... you thought about it1 you actually thought about it! haha you are somewhat persuasive its not me you want to do it, you just like being stubborn as well nope nope what 4:45 AM your statement is false which part first oh
i'm sorry i'm not in the mood to be sexy haha its ok, i'll stop bothering you then! i'm brain is in sleep mode go to sleep then!!!!!! no why not? cause ..why? cause you won't be there look at you. look at you! i dont think i can have this. out doing me with the cutesy one liners. sorry haha you are too cute. nope! awe so you want to sleep you just yawned big time idk what you're talking about haha you're nutes -e im throwing e's in everywhereeeee tonigehte i guess why am i nuts?! 4:50 AM because i said so. okay you yawned again! i'm being reckless with your health hahahah does that makes sense? nope okay bed time? bed time k, tomorrow morning though. leopard time okay okay and then without.... no haha worth a shot. naturally haha sleep well dear you too ill dream of you i can only hope i do too i know the 'han solo' response' hahah in empire, right before he gets frozen leia 'i love you' han 'i know' i need to watch them again then role reversal in jedi ok dork level just capped. okay nooo night star wars is amazing night 4:55 AM are you going to kiss me or just make me sit here waiting for you too? hopefully your blood will continue to circulate around your body when i leave the screen instead of staying in your cheeks night goodnight
9/28/08, 11:53 PM hello hi! you look good! haha thank you nice lipstick hah, thanks 11:55 PM so may i have my leopard print show now?! lng awaited they are in the laundry!
i know i know any other good ones? um...hold on yeah yeah k! one second okay turn a brighter light on? don't have any other ones red? i like it a lot! but your basically a shadowww sorrry 12:00 AM its ok very hot. eh no yes. no pe yes. is this one your just going to have to win? yuuuup bless? haha yes, thanks where you going?????? shirt no! it's cold
smile what was that for?! idk, wanted you too my friend bryce and i are going to try and put on a show relatively soon oh? we aren't sure where we are going to do it yet but you are playing sweet yep 12:05 AM what's the first concert you ever want to? good charlotte how old? freshman year? nice your eyes and lips contrast amazingly haha kinda 12:10 AM smile so fake creeepp idk what youre talking about oh good bye? oh justkidding you should know i wouldn't leave without saying goodbye haha ya reading? playing with my phone, haha ooohh i should be reading shouldn't we all 12:15 AM im bored me too sorry t o d? i guess truth one sec k k scale of 1-10 how nervous were you of skinny dipping? mmm, about 5-7 ahh ? 12:20 AM ?? why ahh why not? i donno, because i wasn't so sure you where into me as more than a friend you crazy. mm no truth or dare dare
i dare you to go one day without your phone starting now cant happen. i figured no possible way that's why it's a good dare you don't totally need it not for sake of curing short term boredom ? you have to pick something spontaneous that can be done in the area possibly risque haha 12:25 AM i'm no good at risque oh ya? not liek thinking it out ? i'm so bad at this game haha loosen up, dont be shy, have fun1 put on a silly song and around your room naked for like 20 seconds i got nothing else haha read what you said and dance**** you forgot dance haha haha that nervous to type it huh? i guess so haha brb first i have to pee! okay 12:30 AM ok one sec, lemme find a song okay ok, ready? so ready 12:35 AM haha ok, 20 seconds? however long doens't matter haha ok here it goes. you sigh haha bravo, my good man! bravo! haha t or d truth seriously haha umm were you comfortable naked on the rocks with me? surprisingly, and then you kissed me and i was like, um! i need to get dressed! because then i got nervous. but it was a good nervous haha you're cute hardly very truth or dare? whichever you can think of first 12:40 AM what is your favorite children's story? counting movies? i guess, i was going to ask you if you had a copy and then make you read me a page, but we can count movies all dogs go to heaven so it could be like a truth/dare haha awwee used to watch that one all the time charliee its so good your turn truth would you have ever gone in to try and kiss me? probably not, but it's not because i didn't like you. it's because of the things that have happened in the past. ah your turn dare 12:45 AM ?? i'm thinking i'm sorry i'm trying what are you laughin at? nothing oh! make up a song right now im so bad at that i'm bad at truth or dare haha sigh HAHA 12:50 AM play something else then? after you pick dare...? dare? ummm you say it like you have to think about what yours going to say haha idk exactly what it is yet! well then why am i picking dare!? to make it even i dare you too get ONLY in a blanket, then walk into view with the blanket around you, then drop it and make a pose as if i were to paint you and you were my model i'm not sure not sure!? yes not sure i just danced nudie! haha i can already see you turning red i hate you i'm kidding
haha "i'm so bad at that" 12:55 AM ? i'm using your excuse for the last one hha you would be an excellent model
no even a little bit not* i disagreeeeeee ?? i really want to pass
i'm sorry haha its ok why so shy? just cause no reason? there are reasons but i don't really think we should talk about it oh ok sorry sorry no don't be hey. hi youre cute. shh i want to hold you i want you to 1:00 AM believe you me and smoose your neck and belly haha does your bed still have sand in it? haha a little haha tell me something like a story i like telling them in person better i cant really get into them typing brb though, i'm gonna have a cig i think okay 1:05 AM hi! hi how was your cigarette break? not bad, miss me? mmmhmm haah i want to lay in bed and read with you that sounds heavenly what do you want to do 1:10 AM what do you mean? right now if you could be with em i want to cuddle you and play with your hair and listen to all that you have to say. aww
1:15 AM i think im gonna go lay in bed and read though okay i wish you were here me too horribly have a good read ill text you okay lataz bye
10/17/08, 10:56 AM hey hi hi there! hi! how are you? not bad you? same you have socks on? no haha 11:00 AM im bored yeah? watch a movie? i was thinking about it but i wanted to watch you first haha i'm pretty boring so make it interesting too slleepy
sleepy* 11:10 AM t or d truth why did you want to go down on me so bad? cause i like to? i don't know haha fair enough truth or dare? t ....? i'm thinking! haha 11:15 AM if you could have written any book that has already been penned, what one would you pick? on the road by whom? kerouac alright t or d truth do you mind being naked? a little truth or dare? dare or truth whichever 11:20 AM what's your biggest regret? i try to live without them, but hurting people i guess t or d truth if you could go anywhere right now where would it be gloucester truth or dare? 11:25 AM either if you could have an amazing talent that you don't already posses what would it be? a third arm. haha thats unique haha i would be! 11:35 AM brb k 11:40 AM k
alright well its movie time i'll ttyl? yeah, i'm going to be up in bratt tonight so service comes and goes but yeah aw alright what movie are you going to watch? i <3 huckabee good! enjoy it haha ttyl bye
10/27/08, 11:20 AM haha hahaha you're such a creep
you look so cute when you get nervous around me i could just sqeeze you haha byee later
10/27/08, 12:31 PM haha you have the best s/n's mine's so generic i don't know what yours means its my old band -01 aahhh haha its whats on my arm yeah that is generic haha haha ass mines kind of lame so old hi! oh yeah, i'm not naked anymore hi why not? because i was cold and felt weird dealing with all this computer stuff? i donno haha i always do stuff naked when im home alone haha yeah but you like to be naked true, you like me naked too 12:35 PM haha well yeah, i'm not sure who wouldn't like you naked haha lots of people! maybe, but you're pretty spectacular. haha well, what you waiting forrr? haha i can see you blushing! i donno now i'm embarrassed haha your too damn cute why frowning? i'm not i was thinking while simultaneously trying to do something haha ahh intense yeah basically 12:40 PM have you ever read the scarlet letter? yup did you like it? eh hawthorne's kind of boring yeah, he drags on and on about the same thing for multiple paragraphs. he's really into describing how things are and it's bothering me, yup thats him young goodman brown is good though author? or book? book by hm i hmm too bad i didn't read that one i have to read billy bud by melville too ive never read it i have it but didnt get to it yet no pants either? - off topic nope i'm in my underwear stand up?
ha 12:45 PM i want to come kiss you i want you to
ya hold on, i'm going to get some cider k nice butt. haha i dont want to go to work when do you go? 2 i need to finish my play still oh boy, are you close at all? and i have 2 pages left to write for the 7-8 page paper kinda idk how much more i'm going to put into it and i still have the shakespeare paper left to do ugh yeah. maybe it won't be busy tonight and then you'll have a minute to work on it. i should go work... yeah me too i cant bring my laptop into work though which is what i need for all 3 of those things i have finish reading this and read billy bud then compare them in a 5 page paper and it's 35% of my grande 12:50 PM so yeah oh no not too worried well thats good then good luck! ill need it see ya oh? think your getting out of it that easily? haha haha i thought you said you have to go work! i do! but first?
haha that's not going to help you focus haha true, but idk damn ya i got nothing yeah that's what i thought haha alright alright. at least a flash? alright alright i guess, but only if it will help your mind get engaged in your work haha im ready to work! haha! go get to it! ok ok 12:55 PM ill text you laterrrr okay byeee You left the chat by logging out or being disconnected.
not all, but the best ones. i miss him. and how much he used to like me.
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